tagged me. blame him.


001. Real name → google search aestheticirony. you'll find me, lol.
002. Nickname(s) → lexi, aestheticirony on the net.
003. Zodiac sign → leo, but i straddle the line with cancer, and i think it fits me better.
004. Male or female → female
005. Elementary → ronceverte
006. Middle School → eastern greenbrier junior high (it's not a junior high anymore though )
007. High School → greenbrier east. spartans, yay! (except with football. we failed with the football. we had every other sport except for polo though. and it's pretty cool to have a high school with a full golf team. our kinship with the greenbrier resort hotel was the reason for this. ironically, the guy who BOUGHT the hotel is our ladies basketball coach. it's a small town.)
008. Hair color → dark blonde.
009. Long or short → quite long. long enough to get stuck if i go to lean forward in a chair.
010. Loud or Quiet → quiet until i get to know you. i do have a tendency to be outspoken, though, especially with those things i believe in.
011. Sweats or Jeans → jeans. my mother wearing sweatpants all of my life killed me on them.
012. Phone or Camera → phone. BUT if i had a camera, it would be with me all of the time.
013. Health freak → eh. not really, but i have my moments. i drink a lot of teas and things, but i also drink a shitton of coffee.
014. Drink or Smoke? → the latter, although not a whole lot. enough to be a hindrance. i drink on special occasions, and i'm not adverse to the occasional party. but i am SO not a party girl.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → natalie portman. i'd go gay for her, and my boyfriend knows it (and supports it, lol).
016. Eat or Drink → well, i eat a lot (and my figure shows it), but i constantly have something to drink. and if i don't, i'll drink someone else's.
017. Piercings → two holes in each ear.
018. Tattoos → a red poppy on my ankle and the words ATLANTIC and memento vivre on my hip.

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → nope.
020. Been in a relationship → yes.
021. Been in a car accident → yep, several. three of them were my fault, but not all of them.
022. Been in a fist fight → probably.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → my ears.
024. First best friend → heather trainor and sequoya moore. oddly enough, i became good friends with sequoya later on. although, i should note, all of my best friends now i've known for at least 5 years. most of them more.
025. First award → no violations. although, in kindergarten i did get to go around to the first grade classes and read to all of them. not an award, but something i'm still proud of.
026. First crush → nick carter or thomas donovan. oh, but i loved nick carter with all of my six year old little heart.
028. First big vacation → myrtle beach, SC. although, after that, every year we'd go to virginia beach. i went this summer mostly out of nostalgia, with two of my best friends. planet pizza was just as good as i remembered.

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to → jessica t. just a few minutes ago.
030. Last person you IMed → i can't remember. i think it was dani.
031. Last person you watched a movie with → me myself and i
032. Last food you ate → chicken tenders. they made me a little eh to my stomach. not good first thing in the morning.
033. Last movie you watched → i started watching the dark crystal last night, but i didn't finish it.
034. Last song you listened to → of all the gin joints in all the world by fall out boy. i was driving around with jessica.
035. Last thing you bought → gas and cigarettes.
036. Last person you hugged → my mommy <3

FAVES:
037. Food → a lot of stuff. any kind of tomato products.
038. Drinks → well, i drink anything on hand. right now i'm drinking uber strong tea.
039. Clothing → lacy cami with jeans. add my plaid jacket and my pretty silver scarf.
040. Books → a lot of them. most recently, under the dome, by stephen king.
041. Musics → here
042. Flower → poppies, daffodils, marigolds
043. Colors → all of them. no, really.
044. Movies → hmm... i watch a LOT of movies. but i'm also a movie snob.
045. Positions → er... that's not really any of your business.
046. Subjects → i was actually a rare student in that i enjoyed learning (though i hated the schooling itself). i was pretty well interested in almost everything. i'd say computer classes and art. newspaper and english. yadda yadda.

IN 2009 my life I have....

047. [x] kissed in the snow (i have a funny story about this)
048. [X] celebrated Halloween
049. [ ] had your heart broken
050. [ ] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation (not to my knowledge, but i DO talk about natalie portman a lot...
052. [ ] came out of the closet
053. [ ] gotten pregnant
054. [ ] had an abortion
055. [X] done something you've regretted
056. [X] broke a promise
057. [X] hid a secret
058. [X] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life
060. [X] pretended to be sick ...only not to go school... (although towards the end of my school career it was more "hey mom, i'm not going to school today." "okay!")
061. [ ] left the country
062. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
063. [X] betrayed a friend (although many of these instances were blown far more out of proportion then they should have been. like one of my friends being pissed because i went to the movies with our mutual friend who she was mad at at the time. she got me back though, yessiree... stupid bitch.)
064. [x] ran a mile (the horror)
065. [x] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
066. [x] stayed single a whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → nothing.
068. Drinking → extra strong hot tea.
069. I'm about to do → finish watching the dark crystal and then going to the christmas parade.
070. Listening to → nothing.
071. Plans for today → see 069.
072. Waiting for → jessica and jeromy to text me.

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → the the next 5-7 years.
074. Want to get married? → in the next 5-7 years.
075. Careers in mind → not a clue.

OR OR: (me or the opposite sex??)
076. Lips or eyes → lips.
077. Shorter or taller? → i'm pretty tall for a girl, but not too tall that i can't lean up to kiss a boy.
078. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous and romantic.
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → i don't have either, but i like arms on a guy.
080. Sensitive or loud → well, i prefer sensitive guys. or i thought i did, until i dated a guy that was a total pussy. i mean, a TOTAL no-backbone-gonna-sit-in-the-corner-and-cry pussy. i like my guys with a nice mixture of both, but i have a boys-will-be-boys mindset, and i'm not offended if they're louder than they are sensitive.
081. Hook-up or relationship → depends on the boy. right now, relationship.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → i myself am rather hesitant... until i get pissed. and i mean, really pissed. then, all bets are off. in a guy, i'd like them to fight for me, but only if i ask for it. make sense? no? ok.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → lol, yeah. i have a habit of taking out my contacts and not being able to find my glasses. i'm blind as a blind bat.
084. Ran away from home → nope. considered it on occasion, but no. although, now that i'm older, it does seem like i'm running constantly to keep from being home, but...
086. Killed somebody → no.
087. Broken someone's heart → yes.
088. Been arrested → no, but it was close. i don't like thinking about it...
089. Cried when someone died → yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → realistically, yes.
091. Miracles → the average, every day kind that involve a statistic, yes.
092. Love at first sight → no, but who am i to say?
093. Heaven → i don't know. ask me when i'm dead.
094. Santa Claus → not since i was a baby.
095. Sex on the first date → not if you're wanting The Real Thing. if not, then fuck away.
096. Kiss on the first date → yeahhh. unless it's a bad date.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yeah.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → not in the least. but it's my life, and i can't put it on pause. i'll get there, eventually.
099. Do you believe in God → i talk to god sometimes. that doesn't mean i believe in a god though. maybe some people just don't get that kind of security.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people → i tag you, bitch.